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Court Awards $137,500 After 8 Vaccines Kills Infant In Just 12 Hours


Kara Krause tragically lost her baby girl, Peyton, 12 hours after being injected with eight vaccines in 2008. Through the National Vaccine Injury Compensation Program (NVICP) and Special Master’s “Vaccine” Court, it was proven the DTaP, Hib, Hepatitis B, PCV, IPV, and Rotavirus vaccines killed her daughter. Kara describes her darling daughter, “She was a normal, happy, healthy baby. I still hear her little sounds so clearly. She was my first true love.”

Kara discloses her painful story below to educate others before they make a decision to vaccinate: “I’m hoping it will at least reach someone allowing them to do their own research and not rely on doctors alone.”

Kara: I lost my daughter Peyton at 6 weeks old, approximately 12 hours after receiving her two month vaccinations, when she was a month and 12 days old. She was given eight total vaccines, [DTaP/ IPV (Polio)/ Hep B (Pediarix)Pneumococcal conjugate (Prevnar), Hib, and Rotavirus (Rotateq)]. According to the autopsy report and medical examiner, her death was classified as “Sudden Unexplained Death in Infancy (SUDI).”

Almost two years after her death, I was told about the NVICP (National Vaccination Injury Compensation Program). This is a “non-fault” government-run program funded by a tax on the vaccines. It acts as an insurance policy to protect vaccine manufacturers from being sued for vaccination related deaths and injuries. Their cases go to trial as any other court cases, but they are overseen by a Special Master, not a jury. The Special Master hears both the victim and government’s arguments. If, and only if, proven scientific data or testimony (not a casual link or circumstance) is presented by the plaintiffs, the master then decides on the amount of compensation to be awarded to the victim or their family.

I was told by the lawyers who accepted Peyton’s case, (apparently VICP lawyers take very few of the cases submitted to them) that in order to be able to pursue a wrongful death or civil case, I had to go through the VICP process first. This was a complete lie. (I blame myself for not doing more research on the program.)

The VICP process took approximately 2-1/2 years. In that time, all my questions were answered. The medical experts found the evidence that proved that the DTaP, Hib, Hepatitis B, PCV, IPV and Rotavirus vaccines, were in fact, the cause of her death. I thought this was a great thing. I now had scientific proof, expert testimony, and a sum of money to be able pursue other suits, to bring awareness that vaccines actually do cause deaths. What I didn’t know, was filing with the VICP did not extend the statute of limitations (as I thought), in essence making it legally impossible to file for a wrongful death, medical malpractice, or any civil suit. But at least I had the medical evidence to educate others, right?? Instead what I’ve found is no one listens.

Every pro-vaxxer spouts out statistical data and research trends to argue their case. Herein lies the problem: we aren’t capable of doing the same. Victims of vaccination related death that go through the VICP are NEVER accounted for. Their “non-fault” clause covers up the data that would reveal the truth behind these deaths. My daughter’s death certificate will ALWAYS read, “Sudden Unexplained Death in Infancy (SUDI).” Her death will NEVER be part of any statistical data that would show the truth behind vaccines. Her death, and many others, aren’t accounted for in any material that pro-vaxxers or doctors use to attempt to convince us on how “safe and effective” vaccines are.

Could you imagine the uproar if the government allowed the actual cause of my daughter’s death to be printed on her death certificate? Could you imagine the billions of dollars that would be lost if pro-vaxxers could read the words, “DTaP, Hib, Hepatitis B, PCV, IPV, and Rotavirus – cause of death”?


I’ve shared my daughter’s story many times, and in the hundreds of parents, family, friends, and acquaintances I’ve spoken to, only one has chosen not to vaccinate anymore. (She was bullied by her infant’s pediatrician into giving her daughter the first round.)

How to answer those who question; explain to them why you aren’t able to provide accurate percentages or annual findings. You personally know of one infant death that will never be accounted for. They, (the pro-vaxxers), will use the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS) canned response that VAERS is reported information, not factual.

October 1, 2008 was a normal day for Peyton and I. Her father left work around 4:30 a.m. I got her up to feed her, we’d play, she’d nap, and the cycle would continue. Peyton’s wellness visit was scheduled at 2:00 p.m. at Cambridge Pediatrics in Waldorf, Maryland. When we arrived, I was told her regular Pediatrician Dr. Abney was not in the office, and that Dr. Karen Laney would be seeing Dr. Abney’s patients. Dr. Laney told me they would be giving Peyton her scheduled vaccinations. I asked if she was aware that Peyton was born almost a month early (due September 16, 2008, born August 19, 2008). She said it was routine, then gave me SIDS prevention tips. (I lived as a SUDI/SIDS mom for two years, nothing makes your blood boil more then giving a SIDS parent “prevention” methods to avoid SIDS when there is no explanation to the cause of SIDS).

The nurse came in and I initialed all the little boxes of what she would be receiving, then was told she may get a fever and to administer Advil and Tylenol, to switch between the two – every four hours. Peyton was not a crybaby. She was a baby who cried when she was tired, hungry, and if she needed to be changed. (And occasionally when I’d make her dance to Michael Jackson’s Thriller song.)

After the vaccines were administered, her cry was like no other I had heard before, and it didn’t stop. We went straight home, and I gave her the Advil hoping that would help. It didn’t. I tried everything to calm her with no success. A few hours later her dad got home and he tried to calm her. About an hour later, she had fallen asleep in his arms. I remember him saying, “See, she just wanted her daddy.” We took her to her room and laid her in her basinet and the two of us just sat and talked. We agreed that her cry was not her normal cry and we went over all of the pamphlets and paperwork that the pediatrician gave us. She woke up about two hours later. We had some play time, gave her a bath, fed her, then started getting her ready for bed. I always sucked at the swaddling process, so dad got her all wrapped up.

There was a moment he was holding her, her head in the palm of his hand, and he was just staring at her. I clearly remember thinking, “He’s looking at her like he will never see her again.” After we put her to bed, the two of us got ready for bed ourselves. I checked on her at midnight, then finally went to bed. Her dad and I woke up around 4:30 a.m. or so, we talked for a few minutes. I even mentioned that the Tylenol must have really gotten to Peyton, she didn’t wake up once last night. We had a very silly, joking type relationship, so when he made a sarcastic comment, I replied with, “Screw you buddy, I’m going to get my kid, both of us laughing.”

I walked into her room and I knew instantly!! As I picked her up, she was cold, stiff, and discolored. I screamed in pure terror. I had her in my hands heading towards our bedroom. Her father had met me in the hallway. He took her from my arms and laid her on the floor and he also was screaming. He grabbed me and hugged me as I stared blankly at the wall.

This moment felt like forever. I finally uttered the words that we needed to call the police. Everything that followed seemed to be complete chaos. Police, detectives, and first responders filled our home along with a few friends and family that snuck past officers. I was in complete shock, almost like I was watching everything from outside of my body. I couldn’t wrap my head around what had just happened. I could hear everyone talking, but wasn’t listening to anything they were saying. I just kept repeating, “Oh my God, Oh my God.” I wasn’t breaking down sobbing. I felt confused, scared, just lost.

None of what just transpired was sinking in. I was not capable of making funeral arrangements, so my mother and grandmother took care of that. I received a call from the funeral home asking if Ronnie and I would like to dress her. Within the few days after finding Peyton, people would give me Xanax every time. They thought I was going to have a break down, so before entering the funeral home, I made sure to take nothing. I wanted to feel whatever emotions I was going to have. I’m glad we decided to dress her; this was the moment reality, immense pain, and a bit of peace happened. It was the most I felt of anything in days.

Our families, Ronnie, and I got to the funeral home early on the day of the viewing. Most of our family members and friends had never even had the chance to meet Peyton. Ronnie and I stood at her tiny casket embracing each other. He stepped away because he saw his older kids come in. When I turned around, the funeral home was packed, hundreds of people starring at me, and I had no clue what to do. I stood at her casket and hugged people one by one. I didn’t even know some of these people. I was confused, and again, felt that outer body experience. My mind was blank and I was extremely overwhelmed.

My best friend from 10 years old, grabbed my arm, and pulled me outside. She knew by the look on my face I needed a minute to myself. When I came back in, I sat down with a blank look on my face still feeling extremely overwhelmed. Every time I’d look at that tiny casket with my daughter in it, tears would start to fall. Then someone would hug me and I’d feel overwhelmed again. Every time I would just sit to gather my thoughts, someone would want to talk. Every time I’d start to show feelings of sadness, someone would pop me one of my Xanax. I have no clue how many I was given that evening, but it was a lot. The day of the funeral, I held my baby girl for the last time.

The days, weeks, and months that followed were bad. Everyone went on with their own lives as my life had stopped. I went back to work about a year later. In September 2009, we found out we were pregnant with our second child. Terror filled those months. I was on a SIDS bereavement site and shared the experience of losing Peyton and how my heart told me that her death was vaccine related. A member of this group emailed me telling me of the VICP. So I got in touch with the lawyer she recommended (Conway Homer and Chin-Caplin). This was at the end of August 2010.

I called the attorney and spoke with their paralegal (Susan). She told me they do not accept many cases and with the statue of limitations being a few weeks away, she doubted they would accept it, but to send over the autopsy, and she would have it reviewed. The next day I faxed the autopsy over. Susan called me asking me to send her the neuropathology report (under brain it said, “see neuropathology report”). I told her I sent everything that I received. She then said to call the medical examiner’s office in Baltimore and have them send me a duplicate one.

Then this happened – I called the medical examiner’s office, was told I was given all the information, and they couldn’t send me anything further. I called Susan and she said call them back and explain under brain it says “see neuropathology report” and that I don’t have that. I called again, with no success. Susan said to call back every 5 minutes until they agreed to send it. So I did, after literally over two hours and they finally agreed to send it, but they weren’t happy about it. After I received it, I faxed it to Susan. Within seconds she called me back and explained that she had been doing this for over 25 years, and she still had to submit it to the lawyers, but in her opinion there was a 99% chance they would accept it. She made it very clear that if they requested materials or documents from me, I would have to get them to her ASAP. There was only a few weeks to get everything filed before the statute of limitations was up. The case was accepted, and they were able to get everything filed on time.

One of the reasons I was given for the lawyer accepting Peyton’s case was that her brain weight was comparable to a 3 month old, and this was consistent in vaccination related causes of death. I think I was told that multiple seizures caused this.

There were a few odd things that happened during the case. The attorney requested the toxicology slides and were denied by the medical examiner’s office in Baltimore, Maryland. They had to have them subpoenaed. The government also requested the slides also being denied. They had to have them subpoenaed as well. Both sides only received a copy of a CD containing the slides by the medical examiner’s office.

I spent the first few years in a complete daze, then my second daughter, Ryann, was born, so the next few years were spent in a non-sleeping panic, fearing I’d wake to find Ryann dead. Then their father and I split up. So it has only been recently that I am completely clear headed to now can go back and retain the information from her case. I looked at the case many times and for years if asked the pediatrician’s name, I would always reply with, it was Dr. Abney’s office at Cambridge. It was only recently that I read and retained her name, Dr. Karen Laney. I’ve tried to find any information on her with no success, only that she used to work for Cambridge Pediatrics.

A few days after Peyton’s death, I went by the office to pick up her medical charts. Peyton’s doctor was walking past the reception area. We made eye contact and she quickly turned and went back the direction she came from. She took a step back behind the wall. After the receptionist found Peyton’s records, I asked if I could speak to the doctor we saw on October 1st. (I wanted to know if she thought Peyton’s death could have been caused by the vaccines.) The receptionist told me she wasn’t in. At the time, I didn’t have the energy to say, I just saw her seven seconds ago. My second trip to her office I was told she no longer worked there.

Q&A with Kara:

Q: Am I calculating properly? Peyton was born Aug 19th (about a month early) and was given 8 vaccines on October 1st, making her 1.5 month’s old according to her actual birth date (but really 1 month old based on her due date because she was born early)? Premature babies are usually only vaccinated based on their gestational age, not birth date. Preemies are one of the most vulnerable populations for vaccine injuries and death due to low birth weight, underdevelopment, and other factors.

Kara: Correct.

Q: When did the VICP legal case begin and end (month/year)?

Kara: It was within a week or two after her 2nd birthday. The statute of limitations would have been up Oct 2, 2010. It ended I believe March 2013.

Q: If you can disclose, what was the amount awarded? Were there any “gag orders”, stipulations to not go to the media, or length of time you weren’t allowed to share the court findings or case results?

Kara: Honestly, I’m not sure of any gag order. It was a very stressful time. I had just had my 2nd daughter, Ryann, in May 2010, and the girls’ father and I weren’t doing very well. If I’m not mistaken the award was for $137, 500.00. I held on to the check for at least a month before it was deposited.

Q: What was the whole court process like? (Asking because we covered another Stop Mandatory Vaccination story where the parents were awarded 250K and the process was grueling and uncomfortable.)

Kara: My lawyers and the government sent over numerous questions that were used in hearings. It was grueling and uncomfortable because each question made me feel like it was my fault.

Q: When was your second daughter born? And did you vaccinate her? What are your plans to vaccinate or not moving forward?

Kara: Ryann was born May 27, 2010. My plan for her was to get each vaccine separate and to be given one at a time, then go for the 2nd one when I felt comfortable – having her on an alternate schedule. (In November 2013, my mother filed a court order to take Ryann from me, citing my grief and a ton of lies in order for her to obtain custody.) I had decided to not proceed with any other vaccines.

Q: And can you clarify what the multiple seizures caused? (Her death?, the adverse reactions?)

Kara: I was told that the brain weight was consistent with seizures caused by vaccines. I’m not sure if they said the seizures in fact caused her death. I remember one medical expert using the term “the perfect storm”.

Q: How has life been since losing Peyton?

Kara: The first 5 years were the worst; I was scared to sleep because the nightmares were so bad. I was never allowed to grieve or show emotion, if I did, I was crazy. I continuously spent my time making other people feel comfortable around me. I lived a lie. A smile on my face, dying inside.

After Ryann was born, the sleepless nights became every night, knowing I’d wake up to find her dead. After a few years in therapy, I finally admitted I had no emotional attachment to Ryann for the first year of her life, cause I knew I was going to lose her too. The last 5 years have been better as my faith has grown, the sleepless nights, the nightmares, and panic are still there. I’ve learned the few people I can speak Peyton’s name around. I still show no emotion or hurt to others concerning her death, scared they may attempt to take Ryann away again.

Q: What support did you have after her passing?

Kara: Ha!!! Very little!! The day we buried her, Ronnie got pissed at me because I hugged my ex-boyfriend from 10 years ago at the funeral. My mom still changes the subject when I bring her name up. I was stuck in my own head for years, and that can be a scary place sometimes.

Q: What resources, research, etc. did you seek out after she died and after the court case?

Kara: I Googled everything I possibly could. I tried to find other parents who went through something similar with no success.

Q: What is the biggest vaccine issue in your opinion facing society at this time?

Kara: The truth isn’t available for anyone to even know. We trust doctors know best. Because vaccine deaths aren’t making headlines, then they aren’t “real”.

Q: What is your advice to other parents faced with vaccine decisions?

Kara: Do your research!! If they are able to know all the facts, including the deaths of the children not accounted for, read the inserts, and know exactly what they would be injecting their child with. Then make an education decision, not one that is forced upon them.

In Peyton’s autopsy report, signed by the neuropathologist, it reads, “she had been seen by a pediatrician the day prior to her death and had received a series of immunizations, following which she was given infant Tylenol.” Peyton’s death was still “undetermined” and classified as Sudden Unexplained Death in Infancy (SUDI). Even though tragic, Peyton’s death from vaccines, was validated and proven through the Office of Special Master’s Vaccine Court and awarded through the National Vaccine Injury Compensation Program (NVCIP).

As of November 1, 2018, the NVCIP has paid $4,000,103,277.34 to families whose children have been injured or killed by vaccines since the passing of the National Childhood Vaccine Injury Act of 1986. It’s time to restore liability to the vaccine manufacturers and hold them responsible and accountable for the disturbing amount of horrific injuries and deaths caused by their products.

~ In honor and loving memory of Peyton Leigh Krause Blocker (August 19 – October 2, 2008) ~

Please leave your condolences for Kara in the comments below.

  • K.L. says:

    I cried reading this, but I just cannot believe she vaccinated her second daughter after her first baby was murdered by vaccines. “Spacing” of poison doesn’t matter. A single vaccine is all it takes to kill or disable. The brainwashing of people by the medical & big pharma is unreal. People need to wake up and realize they have been lied to and vaccines are deadly and toxic and only DESTROY health and human life, not ‘protect’ it! NEVER EVER VACCINATE EVER. God bless little Peyton.

    • Sharon says:

      You needed support. Big Pharma murdered her for profit. That is a terrible wound. Don’t ever trust murders. Expose them as you are so bravely doing. God bless you

  • Amanda says:

    Dear Kara and Peyton, thank you for sharing your story. My heart breaks for you and all the pain you both go through. I send you my sincerest condolences and I support you with no shame. God bless you and God bring justice on these murderers.

  • Laura says:

    I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for being brave enough to share your daughter’s story. We moms are listening.

  • Naomi says:

    Thanks for having the courage to share your story! I am so sorry you did not have the support you needed during such a hard time! Your baby had a name & missing her & coming to terms with that was NORMAL. Your story is making a difference & adds another drop to the pool. Xx

  • Christina says:

    I’m so so sorry this happened to you. I can’t even imagine how you feel. Both my sons are not vaccinated and I’m a firm believer that most SIDS cases are a cover up for vaccine deaths. It’s a scary world we live in today. I wish this was all out in the news and broadcasted for everyone to see – more people should be aware to the dangers of vaccines instead of blindly getting them because your pediatrician says so. Thanks for sharing your story- hopefully it will save lives!

  • Jennifer Peterson-ross says:

    My 1st child who was born in 1984 quit breathing after her DTP. Her Dr never seemed surprised which always puzzled me. I attended the Vaccine Injury Rally in Washington DC and saw another mom holding a sign whose daughter had died due to the DTP. I kind of always thought it was a fluke. I have am now reading the book Vaccine Court. Interesting to learn that there was actual litigation ongoing at the time my 1st received this shot. How is it a Dr doesn’t have to divulge this to parents when parents are making their choice? Its disgusting. Its inhumane. I am so sorry for your loss. Had I lost my daughter it would have been called SIDS. I would have been none the wiser. Nor would I have known what my rights to compensation would have been. The money only covers the principality of the death. Never the loss. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • Kris says:

    My condolences to you, I can’t believe your story and how you didn’t have support. I wish u light and love always!!! Speak about beautiful Peyton, after all she was your first love….

  • Carol says:

    I am so sorry that this happened to your daughter. Thank you for sharing and trying to save other children!

  • Carolyn says:

    Thank you for sharing your story.
    It is through sharing your story that you are saving other children!
    I am so deeply sorry for your loss.

  • Matthew Olsson says:

    Dear Kara, Thank you so much for sharing your tragic story. I pray for healing and love to be a constant in your life. Every woman and man, especially those who yearn to be a parent, need to be informed. I pray that we are able to stay together and fight this mandatory vaccine push and expose vaccines as the poisons they are. I beg everyone to come together and push back against the medical industry and politicians that just want us to… trust them. Donate money, share stories and participate in demonstrations to keep this conversation alive!

  • Lori Smith says:

    Dear Kara, I send my sympathies on the loss of your precious daughter. My daughter was also injured by vaccines in 1990, though hers was *only* a blood disorder, a potentially dangerous one. Thrombocytopenia (ITP) can be caused by numerous vaccines. Our daughter had had the DPT, MMR and Polio shot.
    Thank you for sharing your story as it might save another child’s life. I speak out often about my daughter’s 7 year bout with her ITP.
    May God bless you and bring you some comfort and peace. Hugs.

  • Mary Brown Cedroni says:

    Kara, I’m so very sorry for your unimaginable loss. Please know that sharing your story is saving lives, even if you feel it seems few. I will never forget the couple who shared their story with me, I never gave my kids another shot & am most greatful to them for sharing their painful truth. Her life was NOT in vain. Tell everyone! The few you will save are worth it❣️

  • Shira Nahari says:

    This senseless (and worse!) comment needs to be removed. In particular because “Aveda” is Hebrew for “loss” and “Kadavra” is far too close to “cadaver” to be acceptable here or anywhere! 6 Thumbs down shows others agree. Is no one monitoring these comments?! Whoever you are (hiding behind the name Harry Potter) take your attempts to be a wiseacre elsewhere please instead of inflicting them a grieving mother!

  • Super Mom says:

    Peyton lives in your heart. Giving you strength and courage. God Bless You!

  • Super Mom says:

    Peyton lives in your Heart giving you Courage and Strength. God Bless You. From: MJibco.

  • Christa says:

    I am so privileged to be able to read your heartbreaking story because it shows How brave you are to share it and it honors your beautiful little daughter who is waiting for you and your family in heaven! Our second daughter out of five daughters and one son, faith, is the reason why we never vaccinated any of our other children and our oldest is autistic because we gave her all of hers which was 19 by the age of 1 + 1/2 and our second daughter faith is just like your Peyton in that she was born a bit early and she got all the three months vaccines and she cried like she never cried before from the moment she got them till the end of the day and nothing we could do would calm her. It was after that that I ordered all of the inserts for the vaccines and read every single word and never never again would vaccinate any of our children or future children! May the peace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you. God bless you richly

  • Trish says:

    So sorry for your loss, we need to stand up to the bullies who are bought by big PHARMA shame on them, you know who you are!!!😡

  • Robert Zafaras says:

    Dear kara, you have my warmest heartfelt sympathy for Peyton. I fought hard to make sure my grandson would not be vaxxed. I tell everyone I know about the horror of vaccines.

    May god give you peace and comfort.

    Peyton was welcomed into his loving arms.

  • Rose says:

    Yours is a truly heart breaking story. May the Lord give you peace. May He also give you courage to continue on your journey in hopes of saving others from this same outcome. Have you ever contacted Del Big Tree from the High WIRE to help get your voice heard. God bless you. Rose

  • Patty Cooney says:

    I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • Heart Hahn says:

    God bless you Kara. And I thank God that Peyton is in Heaven. I don’t know if you’ve been able to feel the peace of Jesus. I hope so. I don’t know if you’ve been able to forgive everybody involved in this mess. I think you must forgive in order to feel His peace. I am NOT saying you must become friends with any of those people, but God will be legally able to deal with them once you forgive them and pray for God to bless them. I am interested in your peace and well-being. I pray you are living your life in God with all the love He has planned for you and your family.

  • Alicia says:

    I am so sorry for your loss! It is not your fault! You deserved to be comforted and supported and that is not right what you went through. I hope you know that the Creator of the universe, Yahweh loves you and he is there for you ❤????

  • Bridget Tully says:

    Its absolutely horrifying how doctors push for so many vaccines all @once. Baby’s cannot processvtgat many at one time nor deal with high tmfevers which can lead to seizures. Its so sad. I’m heartbroken to hear your story. Your strength, determination & will to keep fighting is ommendable to say the least. Parents need to speak up & say NO to multiple vaccines given all at once! Spread it out–it is our responsibility to protect our children from this awful system. No child is alike! Dont be afraid to demand & make your own schedule.

    • carol sullivan says:

      I am a retired Pediatrician, and we (all our staff) never gave so many vaccines all at once. They were given 2 months apart from each others. That was in the eighties and nineties.

  • Renee says:

    I could not even imagine the horrible pain that you felt. Stay strong and know your Peyton will always be with you.

  • Lynette says:

    I am so sorry that you not only lost your precious one but those who should have been the most understanding and comforting , your partner and mother were not.
    Wonderful that you went through the legal proceedings but very sad no partner and so fearful of a second death.
    The Word of God says ” Be anxious for nothing but with thanksgiving let your requests be made to God and the peace of God that passes all understanding wil keep your hearts and minds on Christ Jesus.”
    May your heart be healed and lived ones support you.

  • Chelsea says:

    I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you as I read your story, no mother should ever have to go through what you have been through. I wish you peace and thank you for being brave enough to share your story and speak the truth. You are saving lives.

  • Monica Moore says:

    I’m so sorry to hear about your precious little girl! I decided to stop vaccinating my children when my 3rd was just a few months old. My 2nd and 3rd children, both girls, had adverse reactions to the vaccines. I knew in my heart that it was wrong to inject poisons into my babies, but I wasn’t brave enough to say NO. When I was pregnant with my 4th baby I told my husband we were not vaccinating our children. When she was born I took a shower, leaving my husband with the baby. I got finished and came out of the bathroom and was shocked to see the baby wasn’t there. I asked him where the baby was and he said, “The nurse took her to get her shot.” I told him that we were not vaccinating her and he said the nurse had him sign a paper. I grabbed the paper and read it. I was furious because the side effects listed DEATH. My husband kept saying, “She said SHOT, not VACCINE.” I was angry with the nurse when she finally brought my baby back to me. I reminded her that I had refused that “shot” that morning.

    That’s the only vaccine my youngest has ever had, but she was a terrible sleeper. She wouldn’t sleep in her crib and hated being alone. I believe that vaccine caused her to have that problem. The vaccine was Hib. My baby was a preemie, 6 weeks early. She barely weighed 5 pounds.

    I had to find a pediatrician that wouldn’t force vaccinations on my children. That was difficult because the doctors get paid by the manufacturer to inject their poison.

    I now advise young moms to be brave enough to refuse vaccinating their children. My daughters have 8 children between them so far and they refuse to vaccinate. Their kids are healthier than kids who are vaccinated.

    I wish you had been allowed to grieve your daughter. May God grant you peace.

  • I´m so sorry this was done to your family. I too have a vaccine injured child, now an adult. I recently resigned as an attorney because I found out that our supposed “government” agencies are NOT our “government” at all. They are private, for profit corporations. That said, you are NOT bound by what these private corporations masquerading as “courts” are saying or doing. I am developing a common law process that is addressing the men and women personally who are committing common law crimes as “normal” parts of their jobs. This process can, slowly but surely, bring this Holocaust down, one minion at a time. I would be happy to help you address this and learn why there is another way. There ARE no statutes of limitations on common law torts and crimes. The U.S. is STILL under common law because it´s the only law there was at the time of the Constitution, which, when it refers to law, is referring to common law.

    • Heart Hahn says:

      Are you referring to vaccine-court and cdc as ‘masquerading’??? I do not defend them. I don’t know law. If a family accepts money from the court, essentially setting up a gag order, can that family freely talk about their child’s vaccination-injury-and/or death???

    • Shira Nahari says:

      I salute you Katherine for DOING something about this crime being perpetrated on poor helpless innocent babies! Godspeed on our worthy mission! Bless you.


    I am so sorry. I pray you can find peace and healing. I also pray for your family as well. And, for this to somehow turn for some good. She is with God but the pain is still real.

  • Jonathan says:

    Kara, Peyton is a sweet girl that God knows and you lost her at the most tender & vulnerable time in a Mother’s journey. The love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, and the vaccine companies have created protocols that no sane parent would follow IF they knew the data (which is NOT available!!!). We are dosing frail, lightweight people with toxins ON PURPOSE – it’s an ungodly tragedy. God Bless You forever because Peyton will save thousands of lives as your story opens hearts & minds to today’s reality.

    I see what they did to you and how our sick society will not allow you proper grieving?

  • Barb says:

    Please accept my most heartfelt sympathy for the loss of your precious baby girl. We have 4 vaccine injured children and 7 vaccine injured grandchildren and you are absolutely right about how we are treated when we try to educate people. We almost lost our baby Evalyn Grace in the same way and I thank God every day that she was spared. All the money in the world won’t bring her back but I’m so glad you were able to shed light on this dark practice forced on our babies. God bless you and your future with your other baby. Treasure her every day of her life

  • Thomas says:

    Kara. I am so sorry for the loss of your child. May God comfort you with his grace and mercy. Keep telling your story. Even if only one person listens to you and does not vaccinate their children, those are lives that you are having a powerful impact upon. God bless you and your family.

  • norbert says:

    May our kind Jesus grant you the healing you need

  • Erin says:

    My heart breaks for you and Peyton. I. Can’t. Imagine. You are a Truth Teller. Your and Peyton’s story will save lives. I will not forget the two of you. Thank you for finding the courage to share her story.

  • Deborah Mackay says:

    This is Appalling what you went through Kara while grieving the senseless loss of your precious little baby girl, Peyton.

  • Patty says:

    I am so sorry that you and your family lost your baby Peyton. I am happy for you to have Ryann. This is horrific for a family to have to go through. I feel for you.

  • Rosa santos says:

    So sorry you have to go through “almost all by yourself” on this difficult time.
    Hope and pray for your good health and your whole family.

  • Mary says:

    So sad to hear but thank you for sharing. It helped me be more educated to make a decision

  • Cheri says:

    So sorry for the loss of your precious baby. As mothers, we can only imagine the depth of your pain.
    God bless. We will not forget Peyton.

  • Gina Alvarado says:

    Wow! I’m so sorry for little Peyton and most of all how you were treated and fighting for her alone. Not even able to speak her name or show emotion to the closest people to you is horrible and toxic to your health. You are a good mother and your gut is always right. Little Peyton will always be your guardian angel. Sending you hugs from a far.

  • Nicky Sopp says:

    So sorry to read this statement. We must all unite to stop these all too common fatalities happening in the future.

  • Kara Bell says:

    Sending prayers to Kara, Angel Peyton, Ryann and the rest of the family affected by this tragic loss. Big Pharma and the US Government need to stop killing babies and injuring people for money, enough is enough!

  • Eve says:

    I’m so sorry to hear of your story! I’m currently 34 weeks pregnant with my little girl and am refusing the Vit K shot and any vaccines. I’ve already been “told off” by my midwife and made to feel like a terrible mother. I also had seizures as a baby after vaccines but thankfully recovered but it was very touch and go. My daughter is clearly within the danger range of having the same effects as me and I simply will not take the risk. Doctors were “confused” as to why I was having seizures but conveniently it happened twice after 2 lots of routine vaccinations.
    I hope you find peace in your life and know that some of us ARE listening! And we are fighting for the vaccine industry to be held accountable for the damage they cause. We will keep fighting no matter how many people hate us! Xxx

    • Cheri says:

      I have 5 healthy, grown, unvaxxed children — you are making the right decision.

      • Laura Torres says:

        Hi I want to do this but every doctors office I walk in says they dont except unvaccinated patients. How do I get around that.

        • Valerie Griner says:

          I would advise you to NOT have a regular doctor’s office and to SKIP all “well baby” visits (as they are nothing but VACCINE ops!) If you have a child that is really ill, go to a walk-in clinic. Otherwise, avoid pediatricians like the plague!( I say this even though my father and 2 uncles were MD’s).

        • Jonathan says:

          Try to find a homeschoolers group.
          Those people will have alternatives.

      • Kj says:

        I have 5 children also who hasn’t be immunized and I REFUSE to give in!!

      • Jackie says:

        What state do you live in? We are losing all of our medical freedoms in NY 🙁

        • Jonathan says:

          It’s time that you follow Breanna Morello on Twitter. She is a Long Island CRUSADER regarding New York City insanes policies. If you look at the Big Picture, our society has lost common sense. If you don’t think for yourself – well we NEED to think for ourselves.

    • Kj says:

      I’m 36 weeks pregnant with my 6th child.The doctors offered me the flu shot and the dtap vaccine and I declined both!! I’m so used to the doctors trying to convince me at EVERY one of my childrens doctors visits that I should consider to get my children immunized.Im oldest is 21 and my youngest is 5.I haven’t gotten ANY of my children immunized.I was aware at a young age of 20 when I had my first daughter that these vaccinations are not as good as they may seem.My mother educated me and I had my mind made up that I didn’t care what the doctors or any one else said or thought of me I WASN’T going to give in!!All 5 of my children are healthy and haven’t had any serious or life threatening illness or disease.I will take that chance.They are 21,15,11,7 and 5.I really feel sorry for parents who lost their child due to vaccinations.A lot of people aren’t aware that you have a choice and research should be done.Kuddos to you!

    • Jonathan says:

      Eve, I hope your baby is born and quite well. Use the scientific method and this Maxim: First, do no harm.

      Generally, any decisions based on fear, are bad decisions. And after raising 4 daughters, KNOW THIS:
      My kids are almost never sick. But their classmates are often sick or don’t make it to school. We are living in Stupidville. A LOT of people actually believe Doctors know what they’re doing. Doctors are indoctrinated and told their training is scientific, but the obvious dangers are ignored and data is FALSIFIED, so how could we possibly make an INFORMED decision when the TRUE DATA is withheld. That is NOT the scientific method.

  • I feel very badly for the family in regard to their lost children due to the injections they gave.

  • I am so very sorry
    I can’t imagine the grief you would have felt and will always feel. Thank you for having the strength to speak out.

  • MJ says:

    Kara, you are a courageous woman! Thank you for loving Peyton so deeply! I believe that we each have a purpose that is formed before birth. Yours and Peyton’s demonstrates the power we have, as human beings, to love unconditionally and to stand up for what is right – for ourselves and for others.

  • Laurella Desborough says:

    I am in my eighties. In reading about the number of vaccines given to small babies in the present era, it makes no sense to me. It seems very wrong because even common sense indicates that the number of vaccines given at such a young age is going to over power the immune system and cause extreme stress on all basic body systems. It just doesn’t make any sense. I see no medical reason for it…these tiny babies do not need this massive assault on their bodies at such a young age. WHY are not these vaccines given ONE AT A TIME over a period of MONTHS! That would make sense. What possible reason can be given for administering these vaccines all at once? This is simply heartbreaking. A preventable tragedy. Who is promoting this program? That needs to be made public.

    • Carol Kammer says:

      Thank you for your viewpoint Laurella. One at a time or a new aporoach to the timeliness and need. Yes, vaccines help tremendously for most humans, worldwide. But, I am also gauging that on past performance when some of today’s dangers had not presented as yet. Keep reporting and insisting on changes.

    • Becky says:

      It is actually very public. People just choose to ignore it.

    • Margit Horsfield says:

      Hello Laurella. I am 70 and have raised 5 ( so far ) healthy children, which are now ranging in age from 37-27. I am questioning my own decision making capabilities. What would I do in todays societal indoctrination time.? Would I expose my children freely to a fear mongering, all better knowing medical arrogance ? Do children need all this supposedly “protective ” vaccines ? Has humans biology / chemistry changed ? My children did not get so many vaccines , they had chicken pocks , which we even encouraged by exposing them to infected children, encouraging the immune system to build their own immunity. Does breastfeeding not give a good basis for such? What would you do, if you had babies now ? I would love to see a response from you . I am the grandma of a 2 year old, a 4 month old and one due in January . I can dot change anyones mind, but I find it difficult to listen/ watch as they defend their decisions .
      Wishing you a Merry Christmas. Margit Horsfield

    • Proverbs 15:1 says:

      It’s part of the New World Orders Agenda 21 and Agenda 2030. The internet is a powerful tool if you can get past the blocks

  • Jane says:

    Words fail to convey my sorrow at hearing your story. I pray that you and Ryann will be a blessing to one another. Thank you for sharing your story – this is the first first-hand account I have heard about anyone going through the vaccine court and I’ve been wondering about the process. I hope you can connect with other families who have gone through the court process to share your grief and your stories with one another.

  • Arlis Feidt says:

    This is tragic. I’m so sorry.

  • Jessi Moon says:

    I will share your story on my Conscious Parenting page. Thank you for sharing. Keep talking and sharing with others. Do you fallow Del Bigtree and Robert Kennedy Jr? There’s a big movement to expose the corruption. Thanks for being a part of the truth and helping others through your story. I’m so sorry this happened to you. My heart is broken with you. May we help awaken the world and change the 1986 law that protects vaccine manufacturers from liability. Did you sign Del Bigtree petition and share your story there? Thanks for being a voice. Sending so much Love ?? Be happy you deserve to be happy and enjoy your second daughter now. May you rest well at night and enjoy a good life. Sending a Big HUG. ? ?

  • DN says:

    First off, I want you to know that you aren’t alone in your suffering. There are too many to count of Parents just like you whose babies died following vaccines. My heart breaks reading each and everyone of these testimonies. There are literally thousands of these reports to VAERS. This MUST STOP. I’m genuinely so incredibly sorry for your loss and pray that you and your Family can heal & find peace.

  • Deborah says:

    I’m so sorry for your loss of baby Peyton. We need to hold vaccine manufacturers accountable for these crimes. This system is flawed in their favor.

  • Kaylee says:

    Based on the text, I expected the settlement to “prove” a causal link, but it says that: “this stipulation shall not be construed as an admission by the United States or the secretary of health and human services that the vaccines received by Peyton Krausecaused he to suffer an injury or death; or that Peyton’s death occurred as a result of the vaccine-related injury.”
    Wish the description of the document wasn’t so misleading.

    • Carol Kammer says:

      There is so much tragedy in this event and cause for grieving hearts that should speak up in a timely manner. With that understood, I feel as Kaylee does, that there are misleading statements that seem like cover-up to me.
      Someone in health and human services should have taken more responsibility for having the substitute pediatrician administer the 8 vaccines to a preemie who was not yet 2 months old. Something was rushed to the wee one who was 1.5 months old. The mention of seizures shows that more went wrong than infant Tylenol could have cured.
      The disappearance of the doctors seems very suspicious to me, as well.
      Unfortunately, nothing can bring Peyton, the child, back to life. However, United efforts by healthcare workers being honest and informed, along with OSHA overseeing the practice of what is inside the strains of live vaccines would eventually being needed improvements to the medical practitioners. After all, New families are just beginning to trust the system that has agreed to provide the life-saving vaccines that keep diseases away from society -at -large.

      • Cheri says:

        It’s not just the viruses being injected into babies — it’s many, many toxic adjuvants yielding them far deadlier and more dangerous than the diseases they are meant to prevent.

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    • Becky says:

      This was my biggest fear when I started having children. I heard about “sids” and when I started asking drs about it a few of them mentioned that many of their colleagues felt that vaccines were implicated. When I pushed for more information some drs came right out and admitted that they were also afraid of the very strong correlation and. Therefore chose not to vaccinate their own kids on schedule or even at all. As a result I delayed and when my daughter recieved her first vaccine and had a bad reaction I DECIDED never to do it again. Reading these stories now, 22 years later, I am grateful to God for helping me find the truth, otherwise I am sure I may have lost my eldest child and I know I wouldn’t have survived it.

      I don’t know how you manage Karen. Your daughter was essentially murdered by medicine and as a result a part of you and your husband died too. I will pray for you both.

      Your mother is an idiot. Even if she believed you were wrong. For a woman to sue her own child she must be quite heartless.

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